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23 11 2023 ^ 11:23 |
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.someone perfectly imperfect.
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31 10 2011 ^ 18:15 |
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.in the last ten years that i have been awake, i am still disgusted at the apathy of the masses.
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31 05 2011 ^ 03:32 |
.what is the mother fucking point?
.wake. work. save. buy. sleep.
.wake. work. save. buy. sleep.
.wake to work? wake to save, to save for what?
.buy? some shit you dont need?
.i dont fit the usual norm. i have tried to be "normal" and "usual" for a year now. it does not work.
.i feel hollow. i still don't eat meat. i dont eat animals. could you eat your fucking dog? you wouldn't be able to. now shut the fuck up you hypocritical fuckstick. your cat? your bunny? try it. eat that pet of yours you spend money on. you cuddle with. you look for comfort. put that on the barbeque. lather on the sauce cause it tastes bland without it. chew those muscles that used to move to run to you when you came home each day. enjoy that satisfying texture of your ex-pet.
.what is the difference from a cow? a pig? oh wait. you dont eat horses right? look that shit up you willfully ignorant fucks. seriously. spend a few DAYS researching what you fucking eat and shit out of your body.
.anyways......
.been in a downward spiral lately. back into the same trench again. dodging bullets (idiots) and trying to not lose my fucking sight. i dont see a point in trying to attain much else anymore. to what fucking end? to be "happy" give me all the fucking wealth in the world, and i would feel stuck. i would want to share it. id love to make my own little community and have it self sustaining and self efficient. produce what we need. make the ammunition. provide the works. just take a little island or a state. ugh. so many options with that. so many consequences.
.am i a winston smith? am i a howard roark, am i both? am i more? am i less? all i know is i am me...
.and me is not cutting it.
.people look up to me and ask me advice. they look to me for the "straight and narrow". they want to hang out with me, and i decline. they want to go out to the clubs with me, and i dont.
.i dont enjoy that sort of shit. yes, it is fun to dance. but still... being in a room with people i dont know and i know they dont see the same shit i do. they still have their blinders on. their fucking bullshit antenna's on. they feed on it. i have forty year olds at work asking me why i am so smart... um... thanks. but if you also opened your eyes, you would see i am just an average joe.
.fuck. i could go on. and on. and on.
..... but. "every day is exactly the same."............
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18 11 2009 ^ 13:35 |
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.so fucking sick of all the sheep.
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08 09 2009 ^ 19:32 |
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.i can not wait till tuesday... i am already obsessed!!!
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25 08 2009 ^ 01:32 |
.i am looking in.
.maybe soon i will start updating this more when everything around me settles...
.life is
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31 07 2009 ^ 03:18 |
"left with a trace of all that was, and all that could have been..."
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09 07 2009 ^ 03:51 |
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".there is no forever, only today." Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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25 06 2009 ^ 02:32 |
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.i have become numb.
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16 06 2009 ^ 03:38 |
.i really feel ridiculous.
.i again, am rethinking a lot of what i believe and how i want to go about my life.
.i hate how so many fucking things i see remind me of movies. observing random fucking sheep is so odd. predictability can get so fucking numbing.
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09 06 2009 ^ 03:54 |
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.how can I? the foolish one... .can I truth and.... can I say, I.... .so I dismiss, the grace of.... .which leads me back to all my roots. ... Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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06 04 2009 ^ 01:07 |
.i was reading an article about all the illegals crossing the southwest desert here... so far, the estimates being conservative, say that there are 24 million pounds of garbage all over the southern border of arizona... because of all the illegal aliens. i feel we should make them pick up the trash for a day before we deport their asses back to the south.
.i would love some stupid, ignorant fuck to respond to this.... please.. PLEASE... let me enjoy ass raping you with facts and fucking pictures. let me split open that little mouth of yours that you speak through feeling as if you are justified in spewing incongruities and nonsensical bullshit you hear others spew. please... amuse me.
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05 02 2009 ^ 09:32 |
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...it has been ten years since fight club was made.
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09 01 2009 ^ 01:55 |
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.so what are people's opinions on soy? bad or good?
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30 12 2008 ^ 17:20 |
.all i can say is that no matter how hard i try to work through my emotions... no matter how much effort i put into apologizing to myself and others... no matter how many times i have forgiven and attempt to forgive myself... no matter how often i desire to wish it all away...
.i know i am still a fool.
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27 12 2008 ^ 04:54 |
.this is the first day of the rest of your life.
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25 12 2008 ^ 16:23 |
.merry fucking exploitmass...
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12 12 2008 ^ 12:36 |
....i felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that wouldn't screw to save its species. i wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the french beaches i'd never see. i wanted to breathe smoke.
.i felt like destroying something beautiful.
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20 10 2008 ^ 04:21 |
.ok, i changed my mind about the presidential "elections"... i thought that mccain was going to be it, but now i feel it will be obomba that will be "elected"...
...only because of the corporations funding his puppet ass up to keep the sheep in line, and society staying where it is... in a big pile of slavery shit.
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19 10 2008 ^ 06:23 |
.i need to go to sleep.
.money, is not a necessary evil... it is just evil.
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04 10 2008 ^ 05:22 |
.if ANY of your stupid mother fuckers think that this government is better off with this "bailout" bullshit law, you are fucking insane. go hang yourself now, or better yet, come to me, and i will gladly put one of my fucking bullets into your eyeball bitch.
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04 10 2008 ^ 05:15 |
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.so, when i vote in the local election... which is basically the only say we actually have anymore, i know who i will not be voting for again... they just fucked us. i would love to find each senators house that voted "yes" and burn it to the ground around them....
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02 10 2008 ^ 10:27 |
.fucking happy that every one of my state house representatives voted no on the bailout.. i doubt they will change their mind on this "NEW" bailout bullshit piece of control... but we will have to wait.
...any of you that continue to believe the media hype and all the bullshit that is being said how this "package" is needed, needs their head examined.
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09 09 2008 ^ 21:07 |
...if the world ends in 2 hours and 52 minutes... then all i have to say is:
...FUCK YEAH.
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04 09 2008 ^ 03:37 |
.ive got a fantastic idea....
.lets give 1,000,000,000 dollars to a different country in a "show of support" to aid it's economy... but wait, this idea gets better. not only should we give this one billion dollars collected in taxes that the country pays for, lets all band together, "republicans" and "democrats" to aid this country and sympathise with its inhabitants by still giving the rest of the money next year no matter who is elected...
...but, my idea does NOT include helping THIS country with the present economy... nor does my idea have any distinction between who should run for presedential office. the highest public "servant" that is meant to be "elected" by the people, for the people. nor does my idea have any regard to the money collected by taxes of having any oversight over how the money is distributed to "aid" the other countries economy...
.oh fuck, someone stole my idea... how fucking dare they! that damn congress of our ignorant states of america(ns) just decided to get TOGETHER, yes TOGETHER and give georgia this one billion dollars...
....and yes, here it comes... you fucking liberals thought in 2006 that electing "different" or more "compassionate" "environmental" or whatever other fad adjective you want to include in that ridiculousness actually MADE A FUCKING DIFFERENCE... cause guess what you delusional pricks.. IT DIDNT.
...not like the republicans lost any power in the first place.... oh but wait.
.democrats and republicans are the same fucking thing. you flip the coin, you still get the same bullshit promises, and bullshit results. this country is NOT a fucking democracry, so pull your heads out of each others, and your own asses and stop smiling in the bullshit. this is a dictatorship. run by the elite that control the wealth. the ones that control the next war, and the next bomb to drop... the ones that rigged the past elections, just like they have ALREADY rigged this one. the ones, that no matter what you fucking believe, nor how fucking "smart" you really think you are, no matter who you fucking vote for... IT DOESNT MATTER.
.the electoral college will decide your "choice" for you. oh, and even IF the popular vote swayed one way or the other, it will still not count... if you dont believe me, do something positive in this world, and research the past and how shit happened the way it did.
.ugh.. i could go on, but there is no point other than to get this out of my head for once, and not have it wasting my time thinking about it.
.oh, and anyone that feels the necessity to shake their finger, cross their arms and whine like the little selfish cunt you are.... can go fuck yourself. but better yet, if you are sick of doing that already, trying going back to your mommy or daddy, i am sure they have missed your mouth sucking on their cock or tit like you used to.
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27 08 2008 ^ 23:45 |
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.i love the morons out there that want to be "environmental" yet stuff murdered animals down their throats.
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07 08 2008 ^ 02:16 |
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.failing to prepare is preparing to fail.
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14 06 2008 ^ 13:33 |
.you bastards fail.
.this country is in a complete state of decline, and you are all in denial.
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25 05 2008 ^ 04:31 |
Poll #1193502
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: None, participants: 2
.you will not be able to see any answers, but i would like to know... why do you exist?
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17 05 2008 ^ 05:23 |
.yay, a little survey that you can respond to. i will leave your replies screened.
1. how well do i know you?
2. you ever wanted me to get to know you more?
3. how often do i cross your mind?
4. name three things, if you can, that remind you of me.
5. do you prefer me having long hair, or my head shaved?
6. explain how well you know me.
7. do you often mean to imply more with your words when you speak/text/type to me?
8. do you ever hold back asking/saying things to me?
9. why do you continue to keep me in your life?
10. what can you see me accomplishing before i die?
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10 05 2008 ^ 05:31 |
Poll #1185639
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: None, participants: 5
.do you have any rights?
.do you feel the government, whether it is this US administration or the next; or the same if you live in a different country, cares about your wellbeing?
.do you believe/want universal health care?
.do you like taxes?
.would you like to pay more or less taxes?
.do you feel that changing a person in power will improve life?
.do you believe in individuals owning guns?
.are you selfish?
.if all that you relied on ceased to exist, would you be able to cope?
.have i ever made a post that made you uncomfortable?
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08 05 2008 ^ 05:27 |
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".in this america, passive resistance is suicide."
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